we are trapped in a maze of relationships

I find myself getting tired more easily. And, I dunno why, but I get exhausted the more sleep I get. Example, I could go to bed early, about eleven or so, wake up at 7:30-8:00, and be ready to hit the hay maybe three hours later.Today, for instance. Got up at noon, and I am fighting sleep. Plus, it's times like this, when I'm alone with my thoughts, my mind drifts to terrible things. Like death. Oh no, not suicide, just death. What it would be like to kill a person, what it would be like to die. So, I write and torture my characters. But, I feel like I'm sinking. I just want to sit down and give up the world, in preference to various things in my head. But, I know that there is just too much to do, too many pressing things. So I arrange my schedule to keep me busy. It's tiring, though, keeping myself up like this.

So, I've been busy with stuff, mainly school and my novel, which is why I haven't worked on fanfic stuff in a while. At the moment, my laptop is in the shop, as I downloaded a virus onto it and am unable to fix it myself. At least I have my iPod touch.

So, I'm sick.
It sucks.
But, I think I'm getting better.

The test was easy! Probably cause I studied for it...Heh.

Anyway, I'm at home...bored. Tired. Have ANOTHER test Monday, in my Philosophy class. Got an essay to work on, due in a couple of weeks. Observational essay, so I'm going to go to a coffee shop near my house tomorrow to start work on it.

That's pretty much it. Not much else going on...so...yeah.

I suppose I should actually post something in this thing, eh?
Well, let's see...I'm tired, haven't had coffee yet, had to wash some socks real fast, and have a psych test today.
Yesterday, the new Cruxshadows single came out yesterday, and I got it! Oh, wait, it wasn't yesterday, it was the eigth...Tuesday. It came out Tuesday, and KICKS ASS!!!!!!! Go check it out, it's called Quicksilver.

Hmm...I'm slowly working on FF12. It's an awesome game, and I just escaped from the Leviathan, and am back in Bhujerba. XD Vayne is teh hawtness. Him, Larsa, Reks, and Balthier. Yummy.

I'm balancing my time like crazy, and school is EXHAUSTING. I'm too mentally tired everyday to do gaia, it sucks. But worth it.
And, I'm preparing for NaNo, and my birthday is next month. (Ti-chan, I get gift, right? ^_^)

Umm...can't think of anything else atm...my coffee's done, and I think my socks are ready for the dryer.

I'm not. XD

Ginger and lemon, boiled in water to make a sort of tea. It's awesome, and never fails.